Chel to the C ([info]outofservice) wrote,
I am very depressed today. Its making me irritable.

my hands have broken out in a terribly itchy rash. the doctor said it was a special kind of eczema that only happens on your hands. Brought on by stress. lucky me.

my scratching of the rash has opened wounds, the wounds became infected. the doctor gave the the same medicine and cream that they would give somebody with flesh eating bacteria or anthrax. hooray for me!

even though the cream is supposed to stop it, its still extremely itchy

people dont call me back. not that I am super close with some of them, but still. if you don't want to talk to me anymore just fucking tell me. ill lose your number.

you know how I feel and yet you still tease. the end of this situation is approaching, because I cant survive like this for long.

make up your mind already, if its not going to head that way let me know. That way I can find somebody else who won't meet my needs and will leave me unfulfilled. plenty of those fish in the sea, WOO HOO!

thank you for trying, but im far too low to be cheered up

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[info]aeonbluert

August 4 2005, 02:42:27 UTC 6 years ago

Hey, so what are some of the things that cheer you up most when you're feeling sad?

[info]outofservice

August 4 2005, 07:00:46 UTC 6 years ago

uhm, pretty much nothing, because I have actual depression that I am supposed to take pills for. I don't take the pills because I am *mostly* ok without them. But every once in a while I get down and the only thing I can do really is ride it out. I try to keep myself at home though, so that others dont have to deal with me, but sometimes they insist and I really can't be held responsible for how I treat them during those times. ya know?
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